Well so much for new beginnings and blah blah blah...same old same old. I gotta get out of this rut! I hate everything today. Hate my house, hate my job, hate that we are broke, hate everything except Andy. I just want to wake up tomorrow to everything different. Keep the people but change everything else.
Tomorrow is a new day. Maybe today was just get back into the groove and tomorrow everything will look up. It snowed today, not cool. I hate snow too.
Ugh...maybe I am just tired? I just sit here and look around and I can't stand the way the house is always a mess. No matter how I clean, what I get rid of, how I rearrange...its always messy looking to me. I can't wait to move...maybe in a few years. Ugh.
And why can we never catch up on bills? Always behind. I would say Andy should get a job but honestly I am nervous for his unemployment to run out. I think he is making more on u/e than he will when he can get a job. Ugh! Is it ever going to end?
I prefer life on vacation...bills are non existent, no house to clean, just pure bliss of walking on the beach and fishing and spending time with Andy.
On a side note, I need to find out when chick-fil-a plans on opening in NY. I had it for the first time in SC and it was delicious!
So tomorrow...get home after work and start cleaning? Maybe? Start putting us on a budget? Maybe? Arrange the office so I can set up my treadmill and stop feeling fat and lazy? Maybe? Or veg out on the couch and watch hockey with Andy eating food that isn't healthy? Maybe? Ugh...I hate this rut!
Would a new job make me happy? A new place to live? More money? Less bills? Probably not...I would probably find something else to bitch about.
Tomorrow will be a happier blog...yes, think positive...it all starts with me...blah blah blah...
Things to remember: the snow that really wasn't, Andy so happy to get my moms car back in one piece and then the power seat breaks after he takes it to Delta Sonic, wearing flannel pjs wishing I was still in SC walking on the beach...note to self...retire near the ocean
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