That was my fortune in my fortune cookie last night. I don't think so. I have not forgotten and I have no desire to reconcile. When you experience a loss you have feelings of loss, and I have not had any. In fact, I feel a burden off me. Andy still wants to write her a letter. He can if he wants. I was there for her and did what I could. She didn't do the same for me. She never even asked me how I was...hardly ever. I would call her with a problem and want to talk and the conversations would always end up being about her and her problems. No more.
Maybe there is another old friend I will reconcile with. No one that I feel I need to reconcile with. Maybe Michele and Corey? Who knows.
So I am still recovering from vacation. I guess that means it was a good vacation...and it was. We had a good time but it was just exhausting. Lots of driving...to CT, MA, RI, back to CT, MA, NY. We did the jetboat, toured the falls, went to the fair. Drank a lot. I think I had hard liquor every day. Fun times I say.
Still havent started my exercise routine but I did start at my new store and I am loving it. I do miss my old store but I do not miss the commute and so far everyone has been really nice there and I think I will fit in well. Kim is committed to helping people move up and get better at what they do so she will definitely be a friend and not a foe. There is something in it for her to make me succeed and I think I will do just that.
Paul had his last chemo treatment today and goes for a CAT scan on 9/11 to find out about radiation. The buzz right now is that he will need 34 treatments and they do them 5 days a week. Yuck. We are hoping the scan will show he won't need that much but we are thinking he will need the radiation anyway.
Andy is applying for a job with the state working with developmentally disabled individuals in group homes. Fingers crossed. He really wants this. It doesn't pay a lot and I don't care. I want him to enjoy his job and I really think he would like this. And a state job. Pension, benefits. We need this!
We have appointments tomorrow at the NY Institute of Massage for 50 min massages by students...$35! Cannot wait!!! Haven't had a massage since Vegas!
Not much else going on. I need to find a dress for Michael and Davids wedding...9/21. We booked our hotel room for that night and I am really excited. We have a suite at the Hotel Lafayette that Michael redesigned and we are planning on getting there around 3 to check in. We will get ready for the wedding at 6, walk outside to the square for the ceremony, then go back to the hotel for the reception and stay the night. So excited. A night out with Andy...and then we booked a room for the night of 10/26 for the RUSH concert. And I am off the week before the wedding and we are going camping in Allegany for Dan Sciolinos 40th birthday.
Things to remember: bubble tea at 539 for inventory, missing my team there, smell of fire from Andy burning papers, off tomorrow....massage time!
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