Sunday, December 4, 2011

insomnia

Midnight and I have to be up at 6am and here I sit.  Shitty weekend for sure.  Still not sure what is going on...does she hate me?  Will they get back together?  Grampa died today.  According to her peacefully.  I hope so.  And now the funeral.  I hate funerals.  I am off Wednesday so I am hoping it will be Wednesday.  Not sure if I will be able to change my schedule if it isn't.  I am sure I will be able to figure out something.

Jim got dumped today too.  Poor guy.  He had a really great date a few weeks ago with a new girl and then the old girlfriend caught wind of it and begged him to come back and he did.  And then she dumped him AGAIN!  Ugh!  Bitch!  He had a ton of stuff planned for their 1 year dating anniversary from dinner to limo rides to hotel rooms...she loves him but she isn't "in love" with him.  What does that even mean?

Finally bought my first Christmas present today.  I really hate this holiday.  Buying useless gifts for people to let them know you love them.  Can't we just say I love you and have dinner together or go to the movies or something?  ugh

I just want December to be over.

Things to remember:  having a really fun day at work despite all the other issues going on in my life.  The picture of my mom and Santa that made me smile.  Wondering why shitty things happen to such good people.  Insomnia

1 comment:

  1. I really like your blogs, I should be more topic oriented. You are great. Keep them coming and I want you to know that I am sorry that I have put you in the middle of all of this. Sorry friend, and I would take care of you when you are old if Andy wasn't around.

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