funsuckers

noun-people who put a damper on your fun, people who always find a way to create drama, people who you no longer want to spend time with because its too much of a hassle, people you have to walk on eggshells around, people who are easily offended even when what you are talking about has nothing to do with them, people who I don't want to be around.

They are everywhere lately.  Am I better off without them?  Feels that way sometimes.  So many friends gone over the years and I ask myself "is it me"...or is it just life?  I look at my mom and she has so many circles of friends...high school, grammar school even, work, my dad's friends...where am I going wrong?  Am I going wrong or is it just the way life goes?  Hesitating making the phone call or sending the text because you really don't want to call or even get the response but you know you *should* call because its the right thing to do.  Let the calls get less and less, then eventually they won't happen at all.  Its something that, if it does happen, if it does cease to exist (the friendship) I really think I may be ok with it.  Nothing bitter, just drifting.  Maybe to come together again at a different point in time.  ugh sometimes I hate being a grown up.

And then seeing these people sucking the fun from others too...not cool.

Drama at work, drama in my personal life..ugh

Good news is my brother is out of the hospital!  Possibly finding out soon when he can start chemo and get this cancer thing over with.

Things to remember:  Andy Tess's baseball game that I missed most of, getting my brother at Buffalo General, mac and cheese when I got home.  How much funsuckers suck!